| Location | Catterick Garrison North Yorkshire |
| Age | 14 years |
| Cause of Death | Heart Attack |
| Date of Birth | 15/09/1961 |
| Date of Death | 22/09/1975 |
| Visitors | 1,864 since 04/03/2009 |
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My sis caroline was great,she was the quiet one out of the two of us,i,m called by my middle name of sharon [trust me long story] so we were caz n shaz caz was older than me by about 18month,s, we fought like cat and dog but don,t all siblings? sadly i was pretty nasty,caroline was a normal healthy baby when she was born,sadly at 3 months old she got meningitis as a result of that she developed a heart condition,she had a leaky mitral valve in her heart and she had a faster heart beat than you or i,all my life i was used to caz going in n out of hospital she,d get attack,s and whenever that happened she,d go into hospital for serveral days then she,d be home fit and well,our father was in the armed services,if he was away the army would inform him then he,d come home and caz would get better,one day i was out with my sister [she was a tomboy] and some of our friends when without warning caz grabbed my arm and she went very red in the face,i told her to let go as she was hurting me,she after several seconds came round and made me promise not to tell our mum,so kept my mouth shut,at this time our dad was away with the army,to cut along story short on caz,s birthday i wemt into her room with her presents and she was just laying in bed and told me to just put them on the side which i did,my mum went in and told me to go ahead as caz wasen,t well,i came home from school that day dying to see what caz had got i went into her room and she haden,t touched them,my mum also worked full time,anyway i told my mum caz isn,t well,mum went in then asked if i could go and ask uncle brian if he,d take mum and caz to the hospital,which he duly did,whenever caz went into hospital,she say toour parents tell shaz to bring this or that to the hospital,this day she didn,t say a word,well mum was gone 3 days and two night,s when she finally appeared she told me that caz had finally had her eart surgery [she wasen,t suppost to have the surgery until she stopped growing,i was so tired because id been left to look after my younger siblings,when i wass 9yrs i got a big stone i my kidney after a few month,s in hospital they had to operate,caz came to see me and we,d argue caz would say when i get my op, i,ll have a bigger scar,her one wish was to play and be normal without getting outta breath,she,d say when i get better i,m gonna be able to do this or that,however this particuler night i saw an army landrover with my nan my dad and my mum,i said to my dad how is she dad? [i haden,t sdeen dad for 3 and a half months yet for some reason i asked how caz was,he told me to go into the house then i knew,i remember i kept thinking if i don,t go in the house caz will be ok,she wasen,t ok,she was in a strange hospital and had had her surgery yet i knew she had gone,i screamed at my mum and dad where is she then my dad told me to go into the house that was it i knew she,d gone and it was partly my fault i should have told my mum and i also used to say to her whenever we fought "I wish you were dead" well i got my wish and i can tell you exactly what i did that day and yes she,s been gone a very long time but my mum refused to let me say goodbye to my precious sis,i was packed off to my nans and they had my sis creamated ,the thing is i still miss her and i hope one day soon i will finally see where her ashes are and i want to be able to say sorry to her,she was all alone when she died in a strange hospital with no one by her side that still hurt,s like hell knowing she was alone when she died and that i,d been so nasty to her,from that day on i still can,t forgive myself for the way i spoke to her and if i could just have five minutes with her now i,d tell her i love you caz and i never meant it when i told youthose terrible thing,s they say time heals,no it doesn,t people who know tell me it wasen,t your fault kids are cruel,it doesn,t matter i still said it,but ione thing that keeps me going my sister was very sick yet she never complained and was liked by all of the people who knew her i just wish there is truely an afterlife otherwise what else do we have,heres a few words i said to her after she died [yep i still talk to her]
No more pain
No more fear
you forgot
you left me here
i love you sis
Christmas time
For the first time in my life i will be alone on christmas day, but as usual i will thank god that i had you as a sister, had it not been for you i wouldn,t be here today, i,m in for a rough time i know, when i finally get a kidney it will be you in my thoughts caz,you fought for so long and never once did i hear you complain so sis it,s you i,ll have with me when i,m finally given the gift of a kidney, i still remember when they took me down to have a kidney removed i was terrified as you know i hate being put to sleep as you used to say shut up and get on with it! what made it strange was the fact that the nurse who was assigned to look after me was called caroline, as they were wheeling me down i felt a cold hand sqeeze my hand so tight it made me yell out,i told the nurse {caroline} to let go of my bloody hand it hurt,s and your bloody cold! then a face above me looked down and told me, whatcha talking about i,m here! well caz you heard my prayer i had begged god to make sure i would be ok and to take away my fear!!i even said in my prayer please let my sister be with me, and i don,t care what anyone say,s i know it was you with me, now my only kidney is finally giving up and i,m now on the transplant waiting list, caz i know it was you and i thank god that you gave me the courage to never give up even when things got pretty bad,i love you and not a day passes that i don,t think of you until we,re reunited godbless you sis and thank you god for giving me a very special sister
I Need You
Well sis here i am 35yrs alone and i have never needed you as much as i need you now, i miss you and i wish you were here,but your not all i see is a deep empty pit the doctor,s are waiting for this kidney to finally pack up sadly it,s still going but giving me all sort,s of hell, caz if i could just have one more day with you, i,d make it the best day you ever had i love you sis and i look forward to the day i see you again sis i never told you but i love you with all my heart and soul,you deserved to live not me, always your sis xxx
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.....We'll be together
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Some day we'll be together
We all know this is true
But in between this happening
I will crave the love of you
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The never ending tear drops
Treasured memories of you
My heart is in a million pieces
Because all i want is you
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You come to me, in my dreams
Then again you have to go
It makes me so frustrated
I feel the pain deep in my soul
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Will i always feel this way.?
Im so sad and feel so blue
The Angels took you by the hand
And my heart followed you
copyright� Vicky Deaville 3/10/2010
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAROLINE
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY
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Birthday Remembrance
Thinking of you on your birthday Caroline
But that is nothing new
For no day dawns and no day ends
Without a thought of you.
We cannot send a birthday card,
Your hand we cannot touch,
But God will take our greetings
To the one we love so much.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAROLINE
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love you take care big hugs to you
and your family that miss you ever
day more then words can say take
care bye for now love from me
Sylvie mommy of Samantha Belanger
Happy Birthday
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Happy heavenly birthday Caroline
Happy Birthday
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAROLINE
LOVE SHIRLEY ~xxXxx~
HAPPY HEAVENLY BIRTHDAY CAROLINE XXX
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LOVE SANDY XXXXXXXXX
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Happy birthday Caroline.xx
SPECIAL ANGEL CAROLINE XXXX
My wings are spread, my pain is gone-Do grieve for me-but not for long.
For wondrous peace surrounds my flight-I’m gliding towards that ray of light.
So grieve for me but not for long-Remember blessings not the wrong.
My life was full and so complete-Although the end was bittersweet.
You brightened up my everyday…By things you’d do, by things you’d say.
I’ll miss my life with you on Earth, but know you gave my life it’s worth.
I’m gliding towards a perfect place-No pain or sorrow, only grace.
My wings are spread, I’m soaring strong…Do grieve for me, but not for long.
My sis
Caz it has been almost a week since your birthday,you would have been 48yrs,you were the quiet one i was the loudmouth showing off and being a pain!! exacatlly 34yrs on 22nd sept when you went back to god,a day i will have forever etched in my head,i didn,t get the chance to say goodbye or how sorry i was,i didn,t get the chance to see you grow,i pray that one day you,ll come for me in the meantime i will continue talking to you as it gives me comfort knowing you are in a better place,i,m finally going to say goodbye i know my tears will fall but it will be worth it cuz i will never let you go,i love you always your sister shaz xx
Sent with love xx
You give me sunshine..
You give me rain
Please give me something..
For my pain
My pain I have..
Is just so strong
Now your an Angel..
How do I carry on?
I have good days..
I have bad days..
And at this moment..
I am sad
I think of you with love..
And the good times that we had
I still can't believe..
You are gone
Please give me hope
And keep me strong
I will always love you..
Even though we are apart
You will always remain..
In my broken heart
copyright Jackie Thomas 02/09/09.
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